I will fight against you by onceaponatimegirl, literature
Literature
I will fight against you
I dream of health and happiness
But all too soon I wake to find reality
At my door step
And no wished can keep it out
I push and shove but the
Door comes tumbling down
The pain of it crashes on me,
Worse than any part of the day
For its so sudden it takes my breath away,
I must fight, I must
Though I wonder what would happen
If I didn't
Would the pain finally end, or would it worsen
Is it possible that it could be so,
I hear the sound of family,
And I return to sanity,
For the pain can turn me round,
I fear for the worse and
Hope for the best,
Though I feel empty within,
I must stay strong
For those that love,
For t
You are my blood,
You are my sister,
It's not my fault,
Im a tounge twister,
You drive me crazy,
Up the wall,
I count to ten,
There's so much gall,
You steal my clothes,
You shout and yell,
I remember when you,
ruined my hair with gel,
I love you much,
But it must be said,
You drive me nuts,
As well as bread,
I can smile and laugh,
As good as you,
But you'll allways be more fun,
Threw and Threw
I'll love you for ever,
with out a doubt,
But it dosen't mean,
I will not shout,
When you borrow,
my clothes, my make-up, my brush,
I sometimes wish you to shush,
Through out it all,
I have to say,
you'r a great sister to
Light, Love, Loss by onceaponatimegirl, literature
Literature
Light, Love, Loss
The light in you'r eyes,
The love in you'r kiss,
The loss in you'r voice,
Your heart I do miss,
Tears of the ocean,
Flow from my eyes,
I hold my breath,
Through I can hear the lies,
The words on your lips,
I can see it's true,
Have I told you latly,
I truely love you,
My heart my by massive,
Through the key is small,
Your the only one who holds it,
So please stand tall,
The key is lost,
My heart is shattered,
Our love is tost,
I feel tattered,
If I told the truth I could be blamed. If I told a lie I would lose the only person I've ever loved. I know so many people have said this before but it wasn't meant to turn out this way.
Jack and I feel in love over the summer and when we came back our parents told us that we were never to see each other again, but them saying so doesn't erase the black hole I feel every morning when I realise he isn't next to me.
The hardest part in all of it is that, we still go to the same school, which was one of the many reasons that we are forbidden to see each other, we have to apply to colleagues in a few months and if our grades drop then our par
I will fight against you by onceaponatimegirl, literature
Literature
I will fight against you
I dream of health and happiness
But all too soon I wake to find reality
At my door step
And no wished can keep it out
I push and shove but the
Door comes tumbling down
The pain of it crashes on me,
Worse than any part of the day
For its so sudden it takes my breath away,
I must fight, I must
Though I wonder what would happen
If I didn't
Would the pain finally end, or would it worsen
Is it possible that it could be so,
I hear the sound of family,
And I return to sanity,
For the pain can turn me round,
I fear for the worse and
Hope for the best,
Though I feel empty within,
I must stay strong
For those that love,
For t
You are my blood,
You are my sister,
It's not my fault,
Im a tounge twister,
You drive me crazy,
Up the wall,
I count to ten,
There's so much gall,
You steal my clothes,
You shout and yell,
I remember when you,
ruined my hair with gel,
I love you much,
But it must be said,
You drive me nuts,
As well as bread,
I can smile and laugh,
As good as you,
But you'll allways be more fun,
Threw and Threw
I'll love you for ever,
with out a doubt,
But it dosen't mean,
I will not shout,
When you borrow,
my clothes, my make-up, my brush,
I sometimes wish you to shush,
Through out it all,
I have to say,
you'r a great sister to
Light, Love, Loss by onceaponatimegirl, literature
Literature
Light, Love, Loss
The light in you'r eyes,
The love in you'r kiss,
The loss in you'r voice,
Your heart I do miss,
Tears of the ocean,
Flow from my eyes,
I hold my breath,
Through I can hear the lies,
The words on your lips,
I can see it's true,
Have I told you latly,
I truely love you,
My heart my by massive,
Through the key is small,
Your the only one who holds it,
So please stand tall,
The key is lost,
My heart is shattered,
Our love is tost,
I feel tattered,
If I told the truth I could be blamed. If I told a lie I would lose the only person I've ever loved. I know so many people have said this before but it wasn't meant to turn out this way.
Jack and I feel in love over the summer and when we came back our parents told us that we were never to see each other again, but them saying so doesn't erase the black hole I feel every morning when I realise he isn't next to me.
The hardest part in all of it is that, we still go to the same school, which was one of the many reasons that we are forbidden to see each other, we have to apply to colleagues in a few months and if our grades drop then our par
I Refuse to Let You Control Me by oooh-butterfly, literature
Literature
I Refuse to Let You Control Me
As the words float by me I can see where this is going.
I can almost touch them and their baneful way
I feel as though I'm drifting out to sea
And the power of this pain, oh it's taken over me
I don't want to lay down and die
but as the days drag on, I'm losing the want to try
I'm a one in fifteen - or something like that -
so tell me, where the heck am I at?
Why is there is no cure?
Why is there no help?
Why is it that I can never get out?
Each day drags on, a new symptom found
And I feel as though I am one with the ground.
I cannot sit, and I cannot stand,
I cannot run, I cannot ride,
I may as well just lay down and die.
An
You who have seen me under microscope
You who know the composition of my skin
You who told me calmly of my ailment
You left me alone with a tube of steroids
Those who don't know my name
Those from whom I keep secrets
Those who know it only formally
They do not hear me when I cry
Teacher am I slacking?
Doctor do I complain?
Parents do I disappoint?
Friends have I neglected?
Then leave me to the blood;
I will not call you back.
Current Residence: Scotland Favourite genre of music: rock/pop/punk - i like a LOT! Favourite photographer: David Black Favourite style of art: modern Favourite cartoon character: Bugs Bunny! Personal Quote: Calm the ham!
Im in the middle of my summer holidays and as I put on my shoes it started to rain buckets! The bright side to that is that it gives me time to draw and go on this website.
I havn't seen my friends in a while, I've been reading books and lisening to music and seeing movies.
My friends that have left school all started there summer holidays when the sun was at its strongest, now its fading, just my luck!
exams, the most horrid word in my personal dictonary. I (thank god!) only have two left!
yeppie for me!!
though my friends have around eight more...(poor soals) mwahaha
I had geo, which I have desided I will never take again along with, pe, maths, bio, phisics, chem, and all the subjects that make you have to think really really hard or have to sweat. I prefer art, history (yeh I know it makes you think but its still really great) english, philosofy and so on.
I can't honestly get my head around the fact that I'll be taking at least three highers this year! hehehe